Ive had 3 c-sections, and want natural birth - anyone had VBAC?

hi, im due my 4th child in july and after having 3 c-sections would like to deliver lly. been told i cant because of 'possible' tearing of the uterus. all my sections have been disterous - heammorrage, blood transfusion, seizures, infections - so i would like to have it differently. has anyone had a l birth after c-section or know of anyone who has? how did it go and is it recommended? thanks